I lie in anxious paranoia

Desperate to confess my sin

My tongue designing words of hatred

Defecating thoughts that brood within

Delusion stains a pool of misery

Right beneath my bleeding eyes

The mental reigns are slipping freely

From sanity’s grip and mockery’s disguise

Nightmares fetter my soul till dawn

I cower uncontrollably beneath my bed

Begging to escape the ominous visions

And suicidal fears that rape my head

Thunder engulfs the darkened room

Lightning shoots bullets through my eyes

Oh seething metropolis swallow me up

And into your shame, let me die.